I was walking back from Sarah's hall and i took the opportunity to think about alot of depressing things that has been happening to me.

Every night before i sleep, i would pray, "Lord, let my life be in your hands. Guide me on what to do and may your wisdom guide my every actions and moves. Amen."

So if God is taking charge of my life, why are there still so many unhappiness in it? Did He hear my prayers?

As i walk and though about it, i began to realise that God is like a Professor in a University. Like a Professor for a mandatory module which everyone have to take called "Life". And like every other modules, it has a course outline, but it's unknown to us.

He'll give us tutorials, by giving us trials, hardships, anything unpleasant, so we could learn from it, and become a better person, and gain wisdom from each experience.

He gives us lectures and handouts, through His words in the Bible.

I began to take inventory of what i have learnt over these stressful period and i discover there's so many life's lessons i've experienced and wisdom acquired. It was during these period of hardship where one would have gotten the most out of it.

Leading a perfect life without hardships is boring.

Well, i'm sure the "Professor" did a great job.

As i was walking towards my hall, right at a particular moment, for the first time in my life, i feel everything was so right.



Glory be.