Saturday, October 28, 2006



Past few nights have been tough for me. Weird recurring dreams.

I went back in time, when I was still in my adolescence stage, I had this little brother and my father was in his prime when he still owned his own firm.

In real life, I am the youngest in the family. I never had a younger brother.

I had flashbacks, of my dad bringing me visiting the condo unit which he was contemplating to buy years ago and he decided to get that property instead of the one we are staying right now (a 2 storey terrace).

Things turned bad when my dad murdered my younger brother.

I ran as fast as I could, to the multi-storey carpark of the condo. Everyone in the dream seemed to know me and was chasing after me. I hid and ran as far as my legs could bring.

He caught me eventually. It got sinister when he forced fed me some poison which supposedly will end my mortality within an hour.

It was then I wept in my dream, and my mother was beside comforting me. It was like looking through a frosted glass. I was leaning over the window, barely able to look outside without tip-toe-ing.

I was staring out the window, wondering the things I did, and the things I didn't.



It was a flashback within a flahback experience. It was a very intense moment. A vivid flashbacks of past memories.

I woke up upon hearing my alarm. My head was heavy. I was drained from the bad dream. I had to call off the L'Oreal Brandstorm Competition Launch event with Waan and Sarah.

It was hard drifting back to sleep. And I was still very disturbed by the dream I had earlier. My pillow was still wet from the tears I shed.

I reflected and wondered: if I have only one hour left.

A few days ago, Sarah messaged me a Biblical Reference: Genesis 28:12-15. (Jacob and his dreams.)

I took the Bible and with just one flip, it landed on the exact verse she indicated me to read.

Freaky? Or Divine?



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4 comments:

Sheila said...

wow interesting dream.

i know wat u mean - some dreams really very poignant. u wake up really affected by what u dreamt... esp the ones where u r abt to die and start to think of all you haven't done and meant to do, etc.

Ry@n said...

i think its because when we sleep, we tend to have higher brain activity. Thus, evoking stronger emotions?

Sheila said...

hmm...

dunno man. what abt the really wild raunchy dreams i have? ;)

not sure those count as higher brain activity. hee.

Ry@n said...

wad!?! wild and raunchy dreams? wif?

1. Ben Affleck?
2. Brad pitt?
3. George Bush?