::reconciliation::

on the mrt today, i was thinking about past relationships i had and while reflecting, asking myself why some of the relationships that i had didn't really work out?

are we in love with the person we are dating, or the image of the person we have in our mind?

i had an unexpected sms today and a ghost of the past came back. i put up a strong upfront but i was weak in heart. old memories and emotions came rushing through when we both met.

it was somewhat different. yet familiar. yet... i'm not sure how to put it.

well, will pray about it when i'm in church of "our lady of perpetual succur".

and of course, my gratitude to waan, who showed concern and accompanied me through this very difficult process that i have to come to terms with.